Have you ever had one of those days? You know the kind I mean. You just can't seem to get a handle on anything, everyone around you thinks your sooo stupid. Yea, I'm having one of those days. The only differance the people that think I am stupid is my dad. Gosh ya know for once I would like to know what it feels like to not have to apologize for everything you have done, wether it was done well or not. I go day to day walking on eggshells. No I do not live with my parents but I do work for them. My mom is great, but sometimes I just wish that I could be ME! IS that too much to ask? I think not.

And now for some deep thinking with Jessie Ventura. "Dum dum dum, I'm going to Wichita. Dum dum dum. Terri where the f$@* is Wichita." Gotta love those good ol boys at 93X.

I cant wait until Thursday morning when they will be done talking about those Jonas Brothers!  Its like overkill. And did anyone listen this morning when the girls had to fight to see who would get the tickets? They sounded so dumb! It was like, umm i wanna go, no i wanna go, and did anyone even hear the 3rd girl? I know I didnt. And chances are that if they would have come to an agreement on who could go, I bet Dave had another pair of passes. But do you think that would happen, no.

Thats enough about that.

So I have come to the conclusion that I am so not ready to have a baby. You see this weekend I babysat for my good friend so she could have a night out on the town. He is such a good baby, so I cant complain. Hes happy, easygoing, not afraid to be away from mom, but man his sleeping is crazy. We put him down to bed at about 9:30pm, and I know that he usually wakes up at 2 am, and sleeps with mom. So at 2:30am sure enough, hes fussing, I let him fuss till hes asleep again. Nope at 3:30am he would not stay in his crib, so in bed with me he came. So uncomfortable, the little guy kept kickin me, rolling around, making noises with his pacifier.  At 7:30 he looks over at me and says, "HI". NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Needless to say I am tired today.

To all you parents out there, single or in a relationship, you are my hereos!!!!!!!!!!

Thats all for now.

Carolyn