Okay so I spent the past weekend as a counseolor at a winter camp at my church with about 7 8th grade girls....so they're like 13-14 years old right? And It just breaks my heart because they are all depressed....I know that things seem way worce when you are that age I mean heck I was 13 once too but I can't help but think...what do they have to be depressed about you know? If they can;t handle life now how are they going to respond to the responsibilities and challanges that come with getting older and high school and jobs and whatnot? I'm just so frustrated because I wasnt to share thoughts with them without making things worse for them. I know that they respect me and trust me right now and I dont wanna jepordize anything but I want to help them find joy and just enjoy life! Its too short to find negative in EVERYTHING!! Anyone have any suggestions???

So the fact that college graduation is only 50 class days away (not like I'm counting or anything) is finally sinking in and I cannot seem to find the motivation to do homework. Like the exam I have tomorrow which I haven't studied at all for yet for example. Boo I just wanna graduate from this silly overbearing Christian institution that I attend so I dont have to worry about being on "disiplinary probation" for having some friggin dreinks on my 23rd birthday! Seriously! Grr....I just keep telling myself to suffer through the Bible classes and the diploma will be worth it....but will it? Please say yes!

Ok so now about this blogging business....never really done it before...as you might've guessed, or not? I mean who reads random peoples blabber? Someone must or there wouldnt be such a thing as blogging?

Welp...here I am wasting time...and there I go to waste it somewhere else?