Well I started my new second job last Friday. Still waiting for pay on the 17th. Well I do like it but it's killing me "softly." haha. Serious, I'm tired and I feel preggos for some dumb reason. I am missing out alot but It's keeping my life straight from doing anything too stupid. And it keeps me away from all the night life and drinking. I think I'm controlling myself good. I do need to lay low for now but I'll admit that it's kind of hard! This second job is paying lower then I expected but It's a small company so I guess it's fine. But I requested the days I want and seems like my manager was annoyed. I was annoyed that she was. I mean come on! I get up at  and I don't sleep til 10. It's very tiring since I'm a bigger person and all. I don't know what to do. Should I be glad that I have a second income or can I still bitch at this??? Well I don't know. I guess this is how life is. I HAS TO BE WORTH IT AT THE END! Well this is all for now. My next blog will probably be about me and the hubby going to California for Thanksgiving...Toodles!!!!!!!!